Alissa's Place
I've had some thoughts about my life, I was confused with who I am. I've finally been brave enough to be honest with myself. I let mental health problems just about ruin my life. I've delt with them (and still will be). I thought I wanted to transition, but I realized that is not who I am (much much love to anyone who has transitioned.)
I am gay, I came out to my beautiful and accepting wife. She still loves me and wants to be with me (I am so grateful for that she is my soul mate) I love her emotionally and physically, but she is the only woman who I have ever been able to become aroused with but I have had a strong sexual attraction to men my entire life. I denied that I was gay because I was raised by a very closed minded family, I fell into a cycle of self loathing and shame. My wife rescued me, she has spent the last decade helping me repair my self inflicted damage. She has accepted me for who I am.
I enjoy dressing as a woman because I am very submissive and I really do like feeling beautiful. I love dresses and makeup, I feel so feminine and submissive this way.
I enjoy being a sissy because I get to combine my love for cross dressing with being submissive and SO many men find me attractive.
You will notice all my posts have been deleted, I did this for a fresh start. My blog is now my journal for my exploration of my second life. It will be a range from makeup, dresses and me enfemme to let's be honest sissy porn when I am horny...
my blogs is NSFW, IF YOU ARE UNDER 18 LEAVE!
